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It is Saturday morning...the Pea has been with her daddy since 5pm last night, and I am (I think for the first time) actually enjoying my free time rather than being pitiful. Usually, I get all antsy and wonder around aimlessly, trying to find something to do, but then not focusing on whatever it is...I can usually feel my whole body tensed up and uncomfortable and no amount of fun out with friends or planned activities can make me feel better. Last night I got a little sad after she left, and since I didn't have any plans I was nervous, but I ended up taking a wicked long shower, putting on my PJs, and sitting on the couch with a glass of wine. I watched a movie and talked to Booya and Mclovin on the phone and before I knew it it was midnight and I went to bed and fell asleep. For some of you that may not seem like a big deal, but usually, no matter how tired I am, I lay in bed thinking, tossing, and turning...last night I crashed. When I woke up at 6am this morning, I made myself go back to sleep and ended up staying in bed until 9am. 9am!!!!!!! I don't remember the last time I stayed in bed until 9. As a result, right now I am rested, relaxed and looking forward to a day of nothing.


I have no plans, other than the date with DH tonight, so I think I will head to DD for a coffee, hit the library, and then tackle the 6 months worth of In Style and Marie Claire magazines sitting on my counter that I haven't had a chance to look at...if I get really motivated I will go through all my clothes and reorganize for the summer, but who knows. Sorry I don't have a story or a musing or just something more. I am sure either in my time out and about or in reading through the magazines something random will strike me and I will have to tell y'all about it, but for now, nope, nothing. Enjoy the weekend.


Do not dwell on the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. - Buddha