Tuesday, November 3, 2009

happy bday Pea

Happy Birthday Pea!!!!

It is my baby girl's birthday today...four years ago today was the happiest day of my life. Well, ok the first 20 hours not so happy, but by 10:15pm, very much so. Every day since then, she has provided the driving force in every decision of every day.


I am not doing so well unemployed, I have been floundering a bit, and in a funk, and this morning I resolved to change that. I got a gift, when I lost my job, of more time with the Pea...I would be at work today, get to only see her for a few hours tonight, and instead we have the whole day. We will go to lunch, have a party at her school, and then whatever else she wants to do, and I should be enjoying every minute of it, not worrying what the future will bring. I am scared to death of the possibility of not finding another job and the repercussions of that, but today, TODAY is the Pea's birthday and so instead of writing I will leave you with an old post that I re-read to inspire me, and go celebrate my little miracle.

http://crazyincarolina.blogspot.com/2009/08/today.html

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