bummed

Ugh...a little bummed right now. It is Friday night, my Pea is with her daddy, and I have nothing to do...my date cancelled. As is the case with two adults who have super busy schedules and families and jobs, something came up...of course prior to finding out that he had an emergency I was thinking I had been blown off. I hadn't heard from him in two days, and my last text wasn't returned and I knew something was up, BUT being a girl (who was blown off once before, by text, and left standin' in her closet, nekkid and pissed off...just sayin') I instantly went to "he hates me, he doesn't want to see me anymore" instead of "huh, hope nothing is wrong" OR "he must be really busy, no worries" so silly...why do we do that?

The Boy who I will now call The Marine (cuz he is one) and I both have such crazy schedules that we may literally never get another chance to see each other, but, there was a spark, I like him, and I am bummed, so I hope we do...I guess I have no choice but to start on the house this weekend...double ugh.

Totally forgot about doing sh*t that doesn't suck this week, sorry...I will just move along to the breakup guide.

Day 17: Fix Something...One of the most satisfying things a woman can do is fix something. It doesn’t take long, but the payoff is huge. You don’t have to build an armoire; just make something that you own work better than it used to. If you have a squeaky front door, buy a can of the wonder product that is WD-40 (over 2,000 uses!) and follow the directions on the packaging. Or finally nail that framed print to your wall, like you’ve been talking about doing since 2006.

Perfect! Just talked about working on the house this weekend, and it is FULL of stuff that needs to be fixed, replaced, cleaned, and tended to. Guess I will don the work clothes, put my hair up, and get busy.

OOORRR I could don my pjs, pour a glass of wine, and put it off till tomorrow...tomorrow it is!